so far.

I just got home... been out since 8:30am. I am exhausted! Amanda and I spent the day together today. (I'm subconsciously keeping busy to avoid thinking...) Went to church, stitched, talked, dreamed up a new line for FN, played with Olivia and Kennedy...and the went out for Dad's birthday dinner. Yesterday Ashli came over to be with me. I am surrounded by love and blessings. Honestly, I think I'm in shock. I'm so confused. It's so weird. Thats all I keep saying... it's so weird. It was an okay day. Everything reminds me of him... so hard. Yesterday was the first day in our 6 years together, that I haven't talked or been in contact with Tys. It's impossibly painful. LA PS: Seriously, ALL of your comments and emails are amazing! There has been so many! And every one is individually perfect! Thank-You! Even though there's nothing that can make this better... it is helping SO MUCH!!! I really really appreciate you! 123T.

13 comments:

  1. JenCoen11/11/2007 08:25:00 pm

    Even the support of people we do not know in person can make all the difference.
    Take Care Leigh-Ann. You will be in my thoughts and my prayers.

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  2. Anonymous11/11/2007 10:42:00 pm

    your welcome i know my knowledge of mall flooring will pull you through this

    but seriously were is my prize

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  3. owen,tania,caleb,thaddeus, gideon,hannah11/11/2007 11:24:00 pm

    is the brother really your brother?
    just wondering?

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  4. Leigh-Ann11/12/2007 08:02:00 am

    Lol, yes "the brother" is actually Kody... he's trying to make me laugh. he probably sounds insensitive, but theres jokes behind what he writes, and thats his way of coping. i get it. ;)

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  5. Kristen =)11/12/2007 10:04:00 am

    It is good that you have so much LOVE around you.

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  6. Kim11/12/2007 10:06:00 am

    i am shocked to hear this sad news.
    i, too, will pray for you and Tyson and hope that you both will find your way through this.
    huge hugs LA, huge hugs!!!
    :O)

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  7. Kristi11/12/2007 11:49:00 am

    so sad, you are a great woman. stay strong!

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  8. maia (glassbeach)11/12/2007 11:57:00 am

    Ooh, Leigh-Ann, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Both of you are, but especially you.

    Maia

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  9. lisa*marie*derenne11/12/2007 01:09:00 pm

    leigh-ann,
    your strength and integrity amaze me. you still see the good in people through hard and saddening times. you truly are an amazing woman and i have faith that you will get through this. immerse yourself in creativity, believe it or not, it is sooo *therapeutic*. sending lots of *hugs* your way!!!

    lisa marie
    www.theloveliestbloom.blogspot.com

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  10. Anonymous11/12/2007 02:51:00 pm

    Sounds like things are going well, I'm sure Tyson is having just as hard a time as you.

    Grow, live, explore. Find out who you are, be independant. Fine the inner Leigh-Ann and love it.

    T.Fergison

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  11. Anonymous11/12/2007 06:10:00 pm

    THANIA that is hilarious, im her brotha from the same motha (atleast thats the story moms sticking with, still havent found the adoption papers)

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  12. Mumsy11/12/2007 09:39:00 pm

    Leigh-Ann, I happened upon your blog and was captured by your writing. You seem so honest, real, and open, and it pains me to read what you are going through. Even though you have no idea who I am, I will definitely add you and Tyson to my prayer list.

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  13. Heidi11/12/2007 10:53:00 pm

    Hope you are doing well, keeping good thoughts heading your way.

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