I spent the day with Amanda... *love* And I finally believe that "it's different than they're yours" thing everybody tells me...(I'm afraid I won't like having kids...I was a nanny, and kinda used up my kids energy...but everybody, yes EVERYBODY says, "but it's different when they're yours"... and i'm like ya-yaa... but i didn't understand how they meant till today) My sister is the best mom ever! (Other than our Momma) And I never would have pictured her as a mom, nevermind a goo-goo-ga-ga Mom... but she just gets it. Can't put it into words. Today- she was laying on the floor, playing and talking to Kennedy, and I just smiled. Amanda would never do that to just any baby, but to hers, she loves it! It's the most special thing. Loved it!